http://chaosh.blogdrive.com/ ok/not ok Tue, 31 Jan 2006 22:25:07 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2006. Arts Writing http://chaosh.blogdrive.com/archive/8.html Wed, 01 Feb 2006 04:21:03 GMT i realized that this is the first time in my life i have been all by myself in a new place.. and now comes this realization....instigated in part by your latest blog, ambika....http://meanderingchaos.rediffblogs.com/ iam beginning to realize that my current avatar as a sentimental fool leads to nothing but emotional, hypersensitive overcontemplatation and effectively, pseudo intellectual drivel. and now i have started to look for inspiration elsewhere... anyone who's made it past my age uninstitutionalized is a good place for me to start... and i realize that in the end all i want is the... (more) http://chaosh.blogdrive.com/comments?id=8 http://chaosh.blogdrive.com/archive/7.html Mon, 26 Dec 2005 23:36:49 GMT seriously, people are strange that includes me. at the end of a 10 hour workday that was december 26th..iam left with little to say. iam seriously beginning to wonder....how much of inward thought is enough to make you say....okay...enough...now shut up.. it is so amazing that we being the forever bent worshippers of our own egos have such low thresholds to trip across into insanity.. and all these emotions we get caught up in...as principal culprits or not..seem to be the only things driving us...never letting us go...even when we realize and really really believe that there is more to... (more) http://chaosh.blogdrive.com/comments?id=7 http://chaosh.blogdrive.com/archive/6.html Wed, 05 Oct 2005 03:52:04 GMT you start feeling weird when it first starts to happen that thing called an epiphany i am fairly sure that someone with stake in the liquor business coined that term just so people would drink so people have something to talk about.. starts like.. "so i was out this other night..and i had this epiphany man..it all started making sense..." and so on so i drink to have epiphanies(is that right in plural?) now. for anyone who cares to listen havent preyed on innocent passersby yet.. my little audience still puts up with my epiphanies with that floydian spaced out feeling... (more) http://chaosh.blogdrive.com/comments?id=6 http://chaosh.blogdrive.com/archive/5.html Sat, 01 Oct 2005 20:38:01 GMT there are times in life when imagination leaves you and there is no beauty in anything times when you realize that there is nothing thats sacred anymore and why should there be? times when you realize that you dont think when you speak and even less when you write.. so i try not to look at the lines above lest i should exercise my predisposition to delete them there are times when you realize that the big picture is not yours for mending that the big picture, that enormous backdrop that is the universe, will remain itself noble gases and carbon compounds while you... (more) http://chaosh.blogdrive.com/comments?id=5 http://chaosh.blogdrive.com/archive/4.html Tue, 25 Jan 2005 03:12:10 GMT i don't know what is going on with me these days there is this vague disinterest in every single thing all philosophies seem redundant even my own many philosophies, those that i dish out to anyone who cares to ask a loss of interest iam not disinterested just not interested, as strange as that sounds i've tried to wonder if this is a result of my religion, my upbringing, my social life, or maybe just something superficial that can be fixed by a hair transplant lol it isnt iam now officially way beyond disinterested and i seem to be speaking like a madman these... (more) http://chaosh.blogdrive.com/comments?id=4 http://chaosh.blogdrive.com/archive/3.html Wed, 29 Sep 2004 01:09:03 GMT heres news i can use iam writing after ages to see if it indeed mollifies... looks like it probably will if one spoke the truth fat chance of that happening anyway,srikanth,iam writing this to you so you can read this again and over and again and revel in the thought that you actually killed 15 minutes trying to touch profoundness..its all about participation.. even flourescent yellow is "profound" i have passed that phase where there is a horrible need to tell from now on, its only about swallowing and swallowing well from now on, its about watching my blood... (more) http://chaosh.blogdrive.com/comments?id=3 http://chaosh.blogdrive.com/archive/2.html Sun, 01 Aug 2004 20:50:59 GMT havent felt like writing in ages... things have happened... just came back from california from a..um...conference hehe yesh i got taken to calif by me prof for a presentation and stuff was surprising and also niceish stayed at a super hep resort marriott! me who hasnt been beyond tea shops and roadside chinese shops in madras.. nah i dont fit in at all at a marriott although i have been known to be very stiff upper lippy if the need arises speaking of which california is a million times better than louisiana not to mean louisiana is good in the first... (more) http://chaosh.blogdrive.com/comments?id=2